Moth in Lilac OFFICIAL SITE

1-Killogg
I differ from people of Charles Manson, and Ted bandy, Jeffrey Dahmer.
Carelessness is not committed like fellows.
Because it is me.

Fellows did not spend the suitable time which should be struck to all.
I was strikingly trained by dissection.
Therefore, homicide is very exact.

What I performed is not untidily uncertain.
Because it was foolish that fellows were caught.
In order that this may go to the place which were my way and fate.
I look at all for this from an infernal perch.


Killogg chill the pump
Killogg chill the pump
Killogg chill the pump

2-Hate is all around
I can't fucking stand it
I don't fucking wanna see your name
I don't fucking wanna hear your voice
I don't fucking wanna see your face
I just wanna watch you die

*I am not the reason Yeah it's your fault
I am not insane
All in vain

You shoot me down But I won't fall
Now it's the time Gonna break you down

Hate is all around
(×3)

What have I done

☆All of the pain I try to forget
Never again why you make me feel disgusting
I don't know why Why are you breathing
Never again Just wanna watch you die

*repeat

☆repeat

Suicide the only choice for you
Hate is all around

3-before-i-drown
Flower's dying inside of me
I have to go now
Everyday is just like a rolling stone
I have to go now
Before I drown

Here is not my place to stay
I need to somewhere new
I have to go now
Before my breath stop
This is not hatred
I just wanna leave

☆It's just like open abyss under my feet
Melted darkness
It's staring me
Waiting for my falling down (×2)

I don't wanna decay
I just wanna leave
I just wanna be cured

*This is not what I want
I wanna change this stuff

★Gimme the right
Gimme the place
Gimme the worth
Dark thoughts erode inside of my head
I'm scared of falling down
Breathe into me before my breath stop

Tie me down to the world
I don't wanna see my suicide
Just wanna get my place
Gonna take myself back
Before I disappear


* repeat

☆repeat

★repeat


Before I drown

4-FOL
I'm so tired I can't get to sleep
I need someone to hold on to
My disease I struggle for control
So how can it be this lonely?
I can't be forever Please don't let me go

*I know you were the one you were the one I obsessed with you
(×2)

☆I tried to think about you then for a moment
but you were already too far away
Why am I always left behind

Everyone I know goes away in the end
I need someone to hold on to
My misery Emptiness Loneliness
So how can it be this lonely
Reserve me Take me to infinity

*repeat

I can't breathe without you
Without you I'm by myself

☆repeat

I always seem to find myself alone
This is... feeling of loss
When it feels like things have gone away
It's already too late

I want to make it right
(×4)

5-You never understand
*I do not want this
Can you see me
I wanna fuck it up
Nothing can't stop me
I just want to say
I do not want this
Just wanna fuck it up
This is how I feel

☆So sick I am Patience
Broke up apart My insides
So sick I am Distress
Broke up apart My insides My insides

★I didn't think it would be this hard
Problems have solutions
Do you really wanna know
You don't know just how I feel
You never understand me
In the first place
In the first place

I just don't care


☆repeat

★repeat

*repeat

No one cares


I just don't care
(×2)

6-Everyone is going to die someday
☆We've got a problem/We keep feeling lost
We cannot grieve anymore/We'll start bleeding
It's not good wishing/We will soon be gone
It's not good wishing/The dead are rolling over

I wanna thank you god/I wanna thank you mother
But we didn't wish for that/Abusing・Brainwash
Something wants to come/and take from me everything
Something wants to come/and take from me everything

What is wrong or not
How should I be

*Everyone is going to die someday
We must not get away from reality
(×2)


☆repeat

Waiting all this time/Waiting all this time
Then come and take my hand/We'll start bleeding
We're falling/We will soon be gone
We're falling/We are all of nothing

*repeat

This is reality
(×4)

7-Decay
Don't need your sympathy or empathy I feel like shit
You don't know me why don't you just leave me alone
What were you thinking You can't be everything to everyone
I gotta get away Can't be here no more

☆Falling in my dream I just wanna run When do I get to know why
I'm done with this Trapped inside a dream I I gotta get away
There is nothing There is nothing left but open sores
What do I do There is no escape Fall Fall into decay

*I'm broken My heart is breaking
Haunting me I just wanna run
Can I replay?I'm falling in my nightmare
I'm broken My heart is breaking

I can't keep my mind from going to dark places
You don't know me why don't you just leave me alone
I can't take You wanna take from me everything
I gotta get away Can't be here no more

☆repeat

*repeat

I'm not afraid of being alone And I wanna break everything
Something takes a part of me I think I'm a sick individual

*repeat

I can't feel alive I can't take I can't escape This nightmare
What do I do There's no escape I fall fall into decay

Still Craving

All the memories still burn my heart
Release me from my misery
Can't you hear me?
I'm calling you
Your eyes still haunt me
Get out of my brain

The bell's ringing somewhere inside of me
Someone's knocking on my door inside of my head
So far So far
I stand still empty room
Untouchable happy days
Everything around me is so vague
Can't stop tears
I'm so numb
Never ending nightmare

Can't close the door
Echoes of your laughter
Why can't I hate you?
All the light has gone

repeat

The clock ticks but I'm left behind
Since you been gone
My world has stopped
All I can see is meaningless stuff
Now I know nothing lasts forever
I can't still find the way
I can't move on
Still stuck on here
Now I'm a prisoner
Can't you hear my voice?

repeat

Can't see you
Anymore
That makes me crazy

Now only I can see is your shadow still floating in the air

Your memories are getting dense
Day by day
I cannot forget you

Where are you now?
Whose arms are you in?
I don't wanna live without you

Why can't I fly??!!!!!!

repeat


"The words I've never said"

Face up

Now I see the world without safety device
Here I am
Here I am
Look at me
I'm singing here
Can you hear me?
I'm standing here

They don't know me
They don't know my hidden strength
There are the storm inside of me
I'll make you never forget me
I'm not that weak anymore

So long, so long the old me
Hello my new self
I don't look back the past
Have to go forward
This is the day
This is the day

Now I say the words I've never said
I don't wanna cry anymore
Don't wanna regret about my life
Gonna go my way

Now I see the world without safety device
Here I am
Here I am
Look at me
I'm singing here
Can you hear me?
I'm standing here

You made me realize
The reason to keep walking
You made me realize
The reason to breathe
I don't wanna be a princess
You showed me what is right

repeat

You... Make me feel alive
Even when I get caught in the rain
I'm not alone anymore
You... Keep me going on
Once I hold your hand
I'll never let you go

World I've never seen
Words I've never said